Disappointment. Am blacklisted by Wrox for consorting with the enemy regardless of the fact that I’m happy to work with them and told them up front. Frustrated by my comp’s decision to die quite spectacularly and noisily as well. HD is RAID but that’s what’s gone pop. Hopefully, can get a new drive and rebuild it all back.

Thank heavens for friends and housemates or I’d probably be wasted by this point. Instead am soberly aiming for the nadir of emotions and working through the most nihilistic of my music to help me get there. After that, everything is up. New book has to be the best possible now. Can’t be ostracized for the sake of a crap tome, now can I?